we always have to look for inspiration...things we can say we live for. Every day is a constant battle of priorities, emotions, and goals. Every day is a constant battle of aspirations and frustrations of "YOU" versus the "Significant Other" - and i assure you...it is not easy !
for the past 21 years of my young life, i have been as jolly as ever. Always hopeful and positive. But now, as i approach the age 22, life seems to be strange to me, in some way. It seems to be pointless and cold. It seems to be shattered. Reflection upon these newest emotions, I asked, "what oculd have been different?"
a lot has changed on my attitude as events unfold in my eyes. People thinking of themselves, and rude individual demands which are never-ending. getting in the way of others. crab mentality. foul words. fake smiles. betrayal. loose contact with real friends. I'm afraid these are the realities....realities I don't want to live by.
I realized that the world is nothing and it has no beauty in it. And this can be a real struggle. i want to live but i don't want to live with "these". I was wishing to get back on the way things were before...when everything is beautiful and simple, yet meaningful. And i soon learnt that, there's always another "reality" we can always chooose to live by if we are willing to commit ourselves to. The big change we are waiting for will happen if only we start changing. If we just change the way we think, change the way we treat people, change our goals and perspectives, our priorities, and our inspirations....only then we can live and be better.
Don't blame others for things that don't go exactly as you want, stop complaining about how shitty your life is, stop comparing yourself with others...and maybe.... you will live a better life :)
take control of your life.
much love,
Gracie
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